**my day**

I wasn’t really happy on my last b.day… too complicated, too struggling, too many questions, too heavy….
But I should say thank you for the nice dinner arrangement, although no b.cake or gift that I already expected… somehow I would wondering do any “magic” came out…do any.....anyway, time flies and things seem different now.

No more complicated, no more struggling, no more questions, I felt free!
Thx the one leave me away, and thx the one come into my life!!
After looked back, it seem I walked a looooong way…. soooo long and painful during that time....Thanks God always be there for me and even now... although i was bad.."some times"....Love you and love my litter ferry!

let’s go to my journey again...

**My pocket journal**

I always have my pocket journal along! It have all my schedule, note , poem, drawing, everything on it…

Not like others put the note or schedule into the iphone or blackberry… and then they keep checking email or message in every minutes. It just like “freak”… I call this to “email freak”… sorry to say that.. but some time it is…so boring!!
why have to be like that? I don’t like this kinda feeling because it like these handy electric toys controlling you instead of you using them!?
I guess “Everything needs balance!!"


**One of my classmate design this side banner for my pocket journal! is it cool? I dunno.. but thx anyway!!

**Database**

We can’t delete our memories. Just like the data base that have been record in our brains. Whatever you do, some time the memories would pop up. I won’t cover my feelings and just let it flow because I know that the new record will be cover up all of them.

Hold tight the things you have, because it is not that lucky to have it back again!
So if you have it, please don’t let it go and regret again…

so good to have the Sunny day back!!