diary10~ Last day of 2009

I am so glad I finished my BA-Fine Art finally
The first time I stepped into the classroom was September 2006. I felt things wasn’t that happy for me in that year, but glad back to school. I couldn’t forget how many night I spent to do my History essay. How many night for doing my paintings. The essay and homework were harder and harder each year. Glad I didn’t give up and still had strength to fight for that!! But I also won’t forget how many happy moment I was being with my classmates!

It was not easy when looked back! Luckily everything seem past, and I become a “Artist”…!! Not sure when I will have my own Exhibition show, but I will have one graduation show in next year!

This is the last day of 2009 and I would like to give thank to my Lord!

Thank you to my Lord, my family, my bf, my colleagues, and my friends always be there for me:
(and also my lovely one - toby, although you were not here now but you were the one and always the one being with me...)

Some time you would think they were not care about you, it seem they not show any conscious on you, but the time you need them they will be there for you!

We always forgot something when we were cheerful when things went smooth…

Here is a poem sent from one of my cousin when the time i need some encouragement!
I won’t forget what it said and always put it on my mind and remind me that I wasn’t alone.

Footprints in the sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?

The Lord replied,
The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you.

dairy~9...hear me ... a lovely Christmas gift!!

December 28.2009 ...my Late Christmas Gift...
So Glad to find some old faces on face book! That’s so amazing to see them again!! my Rosaryhill Classmate at Class C!!
Thanks God! This is one of my wish before and he did listen and make it happen again! is that Amazing?!
Amazing is not because of find them because of God you hear me! You link this up and make it happened! You always hear me no matter am good or worse, thanks indeed! i do promise, try and to be the one you like.

dairy~8 merry christmas!!

Miss u much! some time I would thinking of you,

I wish you would be staying with our father-Jesus now.
Don’t know I will have another pet some day?! But you always on my mind!

Some time I would like to kiss and hug you again! Hope you are fine,
and please remember I always love you! Toby

And merry Christmas!!

dairy~7...“我都有小小鍾意咗佢”

今日無意中在facebook見到萬寧小妹妹原來已經有fan club!!

“我都有小小鍾意咗佢”

响留言區發現咗呢個blog.


http://jensenhome.mysinablog.com/index.php?op=ViewArticle&articleId=2053076

原來小妹妹叫王允祈…是允祈爸爸向上帝祈求的女兒
允祈爸爸和媽媽是基督徒. 小孩子可以响一個基督徒的家庭成長真是感恩.
响佢個blog入面有好多分享. 亦叧我有反醒.

上帝是聽禱告的…要不時禱告…要親近神

dairy~6...靜止了

今天看不見陽光,看不見藍天;
但望着今天的海感覺好像靜止了,
像是世界停頓了...
唔知有多少人同我一樣有呢種感覺...

2012... who will be left behind?

It is no doubt that 2012. Is an astonishing movie, so many terrific animations, so many touching movement. It is about the global cataclysm that brings an end to the world.
“When will the day really come?!”
we don’t know the answer only God knows!

But I love the end of the movie the girl ask his father: “so where is our home now?!” and he said: “everywhere is our home if we were together”
Yes it is!!

dairy~5...

I read below article from my friend… I think it is meant to be

God doesn’t give you the people you want; He gives you the people you NEED…
To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be.’


Isaiah 30:21
~ Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you saying, "This is the way, walk in it." ~

Christmas is coming!!!

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dairy~4 .... i love my iphone...

I love my iphone3GS!!

It is so wonderful to have it! when you have one of it, you don’t want to find another phone anymore... Because it’s just soooooooooooooCOOL!!!!!!!!!!! :x

dairy~3 .... a story

so cold these days, not willing go to work.... as if some days i can work at home just like some of the people do how wonderful it is, but then we will lost some of the harmony moment at office…

when you got something you must be lost something…. We always eager or desperate with our Goal: Career, Love, Money…

You admired and got crazy with a man or woman, and then eager to being with him/her. You would do whatever until some day your dream came true.
You fell in love with him/her… it was so fabulous at the beginning of time or even some days… until one day you woke up and find the one slept behind you were not the one you want….?! Dream broken!! you think he or she wasn’t the perfect one for you. You would still being with he/she but you started keen on the target surrounding you!! For sure you would meet and find you think the " dream "man or woman again!! Then you say Good-Bye to the one you did think was good before.You totally forgot all the history and jumped into the new relationship….

Some day your dream broke up again!! Until you learned and know what is Love and how to Love people and treasure the one you have!! otherwise, you(your mind) still alone…

It seem a story…
(500) Days of Summer is a film about a guy who falls in love with a not so average girl named Summer. They get together and fall in love over a 500 day period and deal with the ups and downs of a relationship... do you find your summer or you do already have it?! :) i do

happy trip

It is always wonderful to having a trip with family! I really do enjoyed the moment we have no matter what we go!
I love you all because you bright up my life! Especially my two little niece! xox

dairy~2

Time didn’t frozen since last summer, I breath the fresh air ever since. It was so good and refreshing!

We had different options and chances, we met different people and having different incident every day. Are we really know what we are doing?! Are we really seek each chances we have?! Are we treasure the moment we do?!

It seem we repeating the things every day. Is it you get used to it or you just don’t want to change it?! but it is Life!
I am glad I have my little ferry and set shore to our wonderland! I don’t know how long it take?! But I am treasure the moment I have!

dairy~

Seem getting many things to do these days…. Sigh…
Wanna take a break! Seem a really long time haven’t been to the “real” vacation!!
Hope can do it in next year when the things get done!!

**Life clock**

do any one love web surfing…?!
I did It sometime because of my work and my study, I have to do some research, I will search the things in Google.
Only type the key words and then pop up thousand or million pictures or ideas…. I never get bored to investigate the new things.
Then I found the special clock in one of the web site..
” Life clock”… designed by Bertrand planes. http://www.bertrandplanes.com/

the clock slowed down in 61320 Time.
Each number represents years.
That mean if the clock finished one round,
it will be in 84 years.
So how many years you have been walked??

**NIKEid**

Do you imagine you can design your pair of athletic shoe with your favor colors on? Or with your own identity?

As now Nike can make your dream come true! You can go crazy! Go wild! Go silly! Making your own identification of pair of Nike shoe in Japan!! Each pairs is around 14700 yen. Even you think it is expensive and you can still go to below site and lets your imagination go crazy!! Be creative and make some fun!!

http://nikeid.nike.com/nikeid/index.jsp?channel=JP_NIKEID&region=JAPAN&country=jp&language=ja#launchBuilder,womensfitness.9467.0,_74726f4d6964303930322e2e32,INSPI_95304_v9_0_20090123not

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I had a wonderful trip with my teammate in Taiwan. Not sure why I always love traveling. I felt so exciting when I step into the airport. I will keep talking and talking just like a six years old girl… I called that “Hyer-boarding nerve” or “Hyer-boarding reaction”… *

Although only been to Taiwan four days, this was the first time I celebrated my birthday oversea… of course not include the day i lived in Canada…
Thanks for my te4m as I had a wonderful birthday.. although I haven’t ate birthday cake and blow the candle this year…
But that is good enough!!

*named by b.mak

**CATS**

I eager to watch CATS for a while and finally watched it in May.
Be freak, a bit boring at the end of the first part, might be the story is too broad. Introducing too many cats with different backgrounds and with different characters. I don’t know is it true or not!? I am not a cat lover but I do like cat…

It was going better in the second part, especially, the half of the end. The hall turned to dark and the train came up in front to the audience. it wasn’t a real train, of course it was fake. It looked real in the dark!
It was great show! Everything is fantastic!! The dancing, the makeup, the performance, even the technician and the musician in the backstage!! It was worth to take a look!

**my day**

I wasn’t really happy on my last b.day… too complicated, too struggling, too many questions, too heavy….
But I should say thank you for the nice dinner arrangement, although no b.cake or gift that I already expected… somehow I would wondering do any “magic” came out…do any.....anyway, time flies and things seem different now.

No more complicated, no more struggling, no more questions, I felt free!
Thx the one leave me away, and thx the one come into my life!!
After looked back, it seem I walked a looooong way…. soooo long and painful during that time....Thanks God always be there for me and even now... although i was bad.."some times"....Love you and love my litter ferry!

let’s go to my journey again...

**My pocket journal**

I always have my pocket journal along! It have all my schedule, note , poem, drawing, everything on it…

Not like others put the note or schedule into the iphone or blackberry… and then they keep checking email or message in every minutes. It just like “freak”… I call this to “email freak”… sorry to say that.. but some time it is…so boring!!
why have to be like that? I don’t like this kinda feeling because it like these handy electric toys controlling you instead of you using them!?
I guess “Everything needs balance!!"


**One of my classmate design this side banner for my pocket journal! is it cool? I dunno.. but thx anyway!!

**Database**

We can’t delete our memories. Just like the data base that have been record in our brains. Whatever you do, some time the memories would pop up. I won’t cover my feelings and just let it flow because I know that the new record will be cover up all of them.

Hold tight the things you have, because it is not that lucky to have it back again!
So if you have it, please don’t let it go and regret again…

so good to have the Sunny day back!!

forget or forgive?

forget or forgive?
you want to forget or forgive?
it is meaningful as you ignore the word of "for"... then it left the "get" and "give".......

you want to "get" or "give" ?
it is a really good question....
i want to "give" instead of get...

:)

**my little ferry to my dear little ferry **

my little ferry my little ferry
we met at the late-night party

my little ferry my little ferry
although you not look extraordinary

my little ferry my little ferry
but I think you are lovely

my little ferry my little ferry
let make me become your little fairy

為什麼人要不捨？

為什麼人要不捨？
如果人們什麼都可以忘記，
人世間是可以少很多離愁的。
但是人們不會忘記…

無論明天如何，這些記憶都已經烙在心裏，

記憶仍會一直在那裏…

為什麼人要不捨？
因為只有它,
可以教曉我們珍惜。

如要不捨, 不如珍惜…

when i start love Pink...?

Not sure when I started love pink? I used to love Yellow since I was a kid… I love pink and especially the “shocking pink”!!

I love my new nail paint.. cos it is pink …some called that Barbie pink… and some said didn’t like it… who’s care!! I love it so….

I love my new headset.. cos it is pink

I love my face turn pink when I had the alcoholic beverage…

I love my skin tone turn pink after I had the sunbath…

Although, I not wear in pink…

But pink will be my first priority!!

simple question...

My six years old niece asked me a question: “who is the one you love the most?” then I hesitated for a few second… And she kept asking me who is it? So I asked her back “who is it?” She replied so quick and firm said “Jesus! Whom is the one she loves the most and even more then her parents!” Her answer is simple and true!! No matter when our God always be there for us, just do we want to turn back and give him a hug also!

**betterman**

this is one of my favor song!!

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

**My calligraphy in every Lunar New Year!!**

**貪 念**

always find some good story when organize my mails...

有兩個乞丐，每天同時經過一戶富貴人家。
這家的主人，每天丟銅板給他們，比較高大的那位乞丐總是大聲喊著：
「多謝主人！你真是仁心大愛，做好事，願你長命百歲，永遠健康！」
但是另外一位瘦削矮小的乞丐，只是輕輕地說：「感謝上主的恩典。」
這家的主人每天都丟銅板到窗外，而每天也同時飄來兩種感謝的聲音，
一個感謝他，另一個感謝主。


主人起先不覺如何？漸漸地開始有一點不舒服，
那種不舒服的感覺一直累積，
直到有一天，他想:「奇怪！是我給他錢，他不謝我，卻去謝主，
我要給他一點教訓，讓他明白他應該謝的是我。」


主人到麵包店，叫師傅烤了兩條大小一樣的吐司，
將一條挖空塞了珍貴的珠寶，然後再把它封起來，
兩條麵包看起來完全一樣。
乞丐來的時候，他把那個普通的麵包交給瘦小的、只會感謝主的乞丐，
而把那條藏著金銀珠寶的麵包，交給高大、每天謝他的乞丐，
主人心想：「讓你知道，謝我跟謝主的差別在哪裡！」


那個高大的乞丐拿到麵包，覺得好重，
心想：「這麵包一定沒有發好，鐵定不好吃。」
他一向喜歡佔便宜，所以對矮小的乞丐說：「我這條吐司麵包跟你換好嗎？」
他沒說理由，瘦小個乞丐也沒有問，
心裡想著：「這應該也是主的安排！」就跟他換了；
第二天，那個瘦瘦小小的乞丐，就再也沒有來乞討了，
他決定回去看望他的爸爸媽媽，準備過另一種新生活，他好感謝主！


主人看到高大的乞丐又來乞討，就問：「你的吐司麵包吃完了嗎？」
胖胖高大的乞丐回答：「吃了啊！」
「啊！裡面的金銀珠寶呢？」主人問。
「金銀珠寶？」乞丐這下才明白，吐司麵包的沉重是因為裡面包著珍寶，
他說：「我以為是發酵不好，所以把它跟我朋友的交換了。」


主人終於明白，感謝主跟感謝他的差別在哪裡了，
感謝他只是想貪求更好，而感謝主卻是怡然自得的無所貪念啊！


這是一篇很好的文章，不論你是否基督徒，都值得看一看！
我們認為是 負面的事，神 卻有正面的回應。


你會說：「這是不可能的。」神卻說：「凡事都能。」
（路 18:27）

你說：「我太累了。」神說：「我給你安息。」
（太 11:28）

你說：「沒有人真正關心我。」神說：「我愛你。」
（約 3:16; 約13:34）

你說：「我支持不住了。」神說：「我的恩典夠你用。」
（林後12:9; 詩91:15）

你說：「有很多事情，我不能解決。」神說：「我必指引你的路。」
（箴3:5-6）

你說：「我不能作這事。」神說：「你凡事都能作。」
（腓 4:13）

你說：「我不能。」神說：「我能夠。」
（林後 9:8）

你說：「我不能原諒自己。」神說：「我寬恕你。」
（約壹1:9;羅8:1）

你說：「我應付不來。」神說：「我會供應你的所需。」
（腓4:9）

你說：「我很害怕。」神說：「我賜給你的，不是一個膽怯的心。」
（提後1:7）

你說：「我經常憂慮和沮喪。」神說：「將一切的憂慮卸給我。」
（彼前5:7）

你說：「我的信心不夠。」神說：「我所分給各人的信心，是我量度過的。」
（羅12:3）

你說：「我不夠聰明。」神說：「我給你智慧。」
（林前1:30）

你說：「我覺得很孤單。」神說：「我總不撇下你，也不丟棄你。」
（來13:5）

Give thanks!!

**Ad Lib**